I'm such a bad blogger. I had such good intentions and yet, look how long it has been since I last made an entry. Today I am reflecting over many things. This is the nine year anniversary of the attack on my country. I can't forgive those people. I don't want to blame everyone from that part of the world (and yet I do). That makes me a bad Christian. We should love all (and I don't). Which brings me to another thing I am reflecting on. I have moved away from my God and I miss him terribly. He calls me to come back and I just stand here, looking. I have been reading "Eat, Pray, Love". I envy the way she got away from everything and got close to God again.
My blog was going to be the story of how I lost a great deal of weight and found . . . myself. And here I am, the same size as last year this time. I can do this, why don't I? What am I afraid of? I want to get myself together and write a book and tell everyone how I did it. Right now I would have to title my book "Eat, Eat, Eat". Don't think I would sell alot.
One month from tomorrow we leave to go to Orlando. I'm so excited. I love Disney and we have a whole eight days there. But I hate going fat. I keep telling myself "baby steps, baby steps". OK, I need to do this for me. Here is the plan. Tomorrow I will walk 1 mile and journel everything I put in my mouth. That is good for a start.
I feel better. I promise not to wait so long before I write again.
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